Sometimes I just sit and think about how thankful I am for the life God has given me. I'm not the same person I was 20 years ago. I don't think any of us are. I'm happy and blessed to be able to have a life with my family. I am thankful for them even tho sometimes they make me crazy. I thank God daily that we are all able to be together. Over the last few months, I have truly started to understand how blessed I have been and continue to be. Quarantine and being "stuck" at home has allowed me to do a lot of thinking, reflecting, and praying. I've had friends who have lost loved ones to Covid-19. I've seen friends get sick. It's all so scary. Sometimes my nerves are so messed up that I can't even eat. Worrying about my family members who are in those Covid danger zones. Praying and begging that we will all come out of this alive and healthy. Praying that I come out of this alive and healthy because I take care of all of them. If something happens to me, then what? What happens to my family if I'm not there to take care of them? These are the thoughts that keep me awake at night during a pandemic. I'm sure some of you can relate BUT we will all get through it the best we know-how. We just have to put it in the hands of God. Be blessed and know you're not alone.
